Slowing down thinking — an experiment

Grae  

Something I’m experimenting with… consciously slowing my thoughts and speech — for a couple of reasons or occasions:

  • In the late evening, close to bedtime I slow my speaking and slow my thinking to prepare for sleep. I don’t mean zoning out, I mean just slowing down thinking and speech — and thus breath as well. It also is nice and helpful to sit in front of a fire, or turn the lighting more yellow/red, or turn the lights off or down. Very relaxing and leads naturally into sleepiness.
  • In the early morning before stuff kicks off, and at spots later in the day, slowing thinking helps to bring me back down from the stressy speed of full on work or life. Again, this is not stopping thinking or zoning out. Keep at it, but slow down. There’s a quality improvement here in thinking too, when done a bit more slowly. And it feels great.

Truths for Now

Grae  

As truth lies bleeding on the floor
the greedy grasp evermore

I sense disquiet in my friends, in me:
What to believe? what to do?

Silence, disbelief, despair, and then:
Feet flat on the earth
Standing Strong in life
With hearty common sense
These are my truths for now:

  • Most people mean well;
  • Conspiracies are hard to organise; and even harder to keep secret
  • Others may be careless, less often cruel
  • I’d rather talk than turn away in silence
  • I trust my instincts, my body, my heart

And here is my weakness:
I believe all will be well.
What if it isn’t this time?

Um 2021

Grae  

I’ve been trying to write something; some sort of retrospective of 2021. I’m struggling with it. So when I work out what I want to say, I’ll put that here. In the meantime, here are some things to be getting on with – giving some hints on where my thinking has been so far: